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PART SEVEN

the complete duden dictionary and thesaurus

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In the summer of 1942, the town of Molching was preparing for the inevitable. There were still people who refused to believe that this small town on Munichs outskirts could be a target, but the majority of the population was well aware that it was not a question of if, but when. Shelters were more clearly marked, windows were in the process of being blackened for the nights, and everyone knew where the closest basement or cellar was. For Hans Hubermann, this uneasy development was actually a slight reprieve. At an unfortunate time, good luck had somehow found its way into his painting business. People with blinds were desperate enough to enlist his services to paint them. His problem was that black paint was normally used more as a mixer, to darken other colors, and it was soon depleted and hard to find. What he did have was the knack of being a good tradesman, and a good tradesman has many tricks. He took coal dust and stirred it through, and he worked cheap. There were many houses in all parts of Molching in which he confiscated the window light from enemy eyes. On some of his workdays, Liesel went with him. They carted his paint through town, smelling the hunger on some of the streets and shaking their heads at the wealth on others. Many times, on the way home, women with nothing but kids and poverty would come running out and plead with him to paint their blinds. Frau Hallah, Im sorry, I have no black paint left, he would say, but a little farther down the road, he would always break. There was tall man and long street. Tomorrow, hed promise, first thing, and when the next morning dawned, there he was, painting those blinds for nothing, or for a cookie or a warm cup of tea. The previous evening, hed have found another way to turn blue or green or beige to black. Never did he tell them to cover their windows with spare blankets, for he knew theyd need them when winter came. He was even known to paint peoples blinds for half a cigarette, sitting on the front step of a house, sharing a smoke with the occupant. Laughter and smoke rose out of the conversation before they moved on to the next job. When the time came to write, I remember clearly what Liesel Meminger had to say about that summer. A lot of the words have faded over the decades. The paper has suffered from the friction of movement in my pocket, but still, many of her sentences have been impossible to forget.

A SMALL SAMPLE OF SOME GIRL-WRITTEN WORDS That summer was a new beginning, a new end. When I look back, I remember my slippery hands of paint and the sound of Papas feet on Munich Street, and I know that a small piece of the summer of 1942 belonged to only one man. Who else would do some painting for the price of half a cigarette? That was Papa, that was typical, and I loved him.

Every day when they worked together, he would tell Liesel his stories. There was the Great War and how his miserable handwriting helped save his life, and the day he met Mama. He said that she was beautiful once, and actually very quiet-spoken. Hard to believe, I know, but absolutely true. Each day, there was a story, and Liesel forgave him if he told the same one more than once. On other occasions, when she was daydreaming, Papa would dab her lightly with his brush, right between the eyes. If he misjudged and there was too much on it, a small path of paint would dribble down the side of her nose. She would laugh and try to return the favor, but Hans Hubermann was a hard man to catch out at work. It was there that he was most alive. Whenever they had a break, to eat or drink, he would play the accordion, and it was this that Liesel remembered best. Each morning, while Papa pushed or dragged the paint cart, Liesel carried the instrument. Better that we leave the paint behind, Hans told her, than ever forget the music. When they paused to eat, he would cut up the bread, smearing it with what little jam remained from the last ration card. Or hed lay a small slice of meat on top of it. They would eat together, sitting on their cans of paint, and with the last mouthfuls still in the chewing stages, Papa would be wiping his fingers, unbuckling the accordion case. Traces of bread crumbs were in the creases of his overalls. Paint-specked hands made their way across the buttons and raked over the keys, or held on to a note for a while. His arms worked the bellows, giving the instrument the air it needed to breathe. Liesel would sit each day with her hands between her knees, in the long legs of daylight. She wanted none of those days to end, and it was always with disappointment that she watched the darkness stride forward. As far as the painting itself was concerned, probably the most interesting aspect for Liesel was the mixing. Like most people, she assumed her papa simply took his cart to the paint shop or hardware store and asked for the right color and away he went. She didnt realize that most of the paint was in lumps, in the shape of a brick. It was then rolled out with an empty champagne bottle. (Champagne bottles, Hans explained, were ideal for the job, as their glass was slightly thicker than that of an ordinary bottle of wine.) Once that was completed, there was the addition of water, whiting, and glue, not to mention the complexities of matching the right color. The science of Papas trade brought him an even greater level of respect. It was well and good to share bread and music, but it was nice for Liesel to know that he was also more than capable in his occupation. Competence was attractive. One afternoon, a few days after Papas explanation of the mixing, they were working at one of the wealthier houses just east of Munich Street. Papa called Liesel inside in the early afternoon. They were just about to move on to another job when she heard the unusual volume in his voice. Once inside, she was taken to the kitchen, where two older women and a man sat on delicate, highly civilized chairs. The women were well dressed. The man had white hair and sideburns like hedges. Tall glasses stood on the table. They were filled with crackling liquid. Well, said the man, here we go. He took up his glass and urged the others to do the same. The afternoon had been warm. Liesel was slightly put off by the coolness of her glass. She looked at Papa for approval. He grinned and said, Prost, Mdelcheers, girl. Their glasses chimed together and the moment Liesel raised it to her mouth, she was bitten by the fizzy, sickly sweet taste of champagne. Her reflexes forced her to spit straight onto her papas overalls, watching it foam and dribble. A shot of laughter followed from all of them, and Hans encouraged her to give it another try. On the second attempt she was able to swallow it, and enjoy the taste of a glorious broken rule. It felt great. The bubbles ate her tongue. They prickled her stomach. Even as they walked to the next job, she could feel the warmth of pins and needles inside her. Dragging the cart, Papa told her that those people claimed to have no money. So you asked for champagne? Why not? He looked across, and never had his eyes been so silver. I didnt want you thinking that champagne bottles are only used for rolling paint. He warned her, Just dont tell Mama. Agreed? Can I tell Max? Sure, you can tell Max. In the basement, when she wrote about her life, Liesel vowed that she would never drink champagne again, for it would never taste as good as it did on that warm afternoon in July. It was the same with accordions. Many times, she wanted to ask her papa if he might teach her to play, but somehow, something always stopped her. Perhaps an unknown intuition told her that she would never be able to play it like Hans Hubermann. Surely, not even the worlds greatest accordionists could compare. They could never be equal to the casual concentration on Papas face. Or there wouldnt be a paintwork-traded cigarette slouched on the players lips. And they could never make a small mistake with a three-note laugh of hindsight. Not the way he could. At times, in that basement, she woke up tasting the sound of the accordion in her ears. She could feel the sweet burn of champagne on her tongue. Sometimes she sat against the wall, longing for the warm finger of paint to wander just once more down the side of her nose, or to watch the sandpaper texture of her papas hands. If only she could be so oblivious again, to feel such love without knowing it, mistaking it for laughter and bread with only the scent of jam spread out on top of it. It was the best time of her life. But it was bombing carpet. Make no mistake. Bold and bright, a trilogy of happiness would continue for summers duration and into autumn. It would then be brought abruptly to an end, for the brightness had shown suffering the way. Hard times were coming. Like a parade.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #1 Zufriedenheit Happiness: Coming from happy enjoying pleasure and contentment. Related words: joy, gladness, feeling fortunate or prosperous. THE TRILOGY

While Liesel worked, Rudy ran. He did laps of Hubert Oval, ran around the block, and raced almost everyone from the bottom of Himmel Street to Frau Dillers, giving varied head starts. On a few occasions, when Liesel was helping Mama in the kitchen, Rosa would look out the window and say, Whats that little Saukerl up to this time? All that running out there. Liesel would move to the window. At least he hasnt painted himself black again. Well, thats something, isnt it?

RUDYS REASONS In the middle of August, a Hitler Youth carnival was being held, and Rudy was intent on winning four events: the 1500, 400, 200, and of course, the 100. He liked his new Hitler Youth leaders and wanted to please them, and he wanted to show his old friend Franz Deutscher a thing or two.

Four gold medals, he said to Liesel one afternoon when she did laps with him at Hubert Oval. Like Jesse Owens back in 36. Youre not still obsessed with him, are you? Rudys feet rhymed with his breathing. Not really, but it would be nice, wouldnt it? It would show all those bastards who said I was crazy. Theyd see that I wasnt so stupid after all. But can you really win all four events? They slowed to a stop at the end of the track, and Rudy placed his hands on his hips. I have to. For six weeks, he trained, and when the day of the carnival arrived in mid-August, the sky was hot-sunned and cloudless. The grass was overrun with Hitler Youths, parents, and a glut of brown-shirted leaders. Rudy Steiner was in peak condition. Look, he pointed out. Theres Deutscher. Through the clusters of crowd, the blond epitome of Hitler Youth standards was giving instructions to two members of his division. They were nodding and occasionally stretching. One of them shielded his eyes from the sun like a salute. You want to say hello? Liesel asked. No thanks. Ill do that later. When Ive won. The words were not spoken, but they were definitely there, somewhere between Rudys blue eyes and Deutschers advisory hands. There was the obligatory march around the grounds. The anthem. Heil Hitler. Only then could they begin. When Rudys age group was called for the 1500, Liesel wished him luck in a typically German manner. Hals und Beinbruch, Saukerl. Shed told him to break his neck and leg. Boys collected themselves on the far side of the circular field. Some stretched, some focused, and the rest were there because they had to be. Next to Liesel, Rudys mother, Barbara, sat with her youngest children. A thin blanket was brimming with kids and loosened grass. Can you see Rudy? she asked them. Hes the one on the far left. Barbara Steiner was a kind woman whose hair always looked recently combed. Where? said one of the girls. Probably Bettina, the youngest. I cant see him at all. That last one. No, not there. There. They were still in the identification process when the starters gun gave off its smoke and sound. The small Steiners rushed to the fence. For the first lap, a group of seven boys led the field. On the second, it dropped to five, and on the next lap, four. Rudy was the fourth runner on every lap until the last. A man on the right was saying that the boy coming second looked the best. He was the tallest. You wait, he told his nonplussed wife. With two hundred left, hell break away. The man was wrong. A gargantuan brown-shirted official informed the group that there was one lap to go. He certainly wasnt suffering under the ration system. He called out as the lead pack crossed the line, and it was not the second boy who accelerated, but the fourth. And he was two hundred meters early. Rudy ran. He did not look back at any stage. Like an elastic rope, he lengthened his lead until any thought of someone else winning snapped altogether. He took himself around the track as the three runners behind him fought each other for the scraps. In the homestretch, there was nothing but blond hair and space, and when he crossed the line, he didnt stop. He didnt raise his arm. There wasnt even a bent-over relief. He simply walked another twenty meters and eventually looked over his shoulder to watch the others cross the line. On the way back to his family, he met first with his leaders and then with Franz Deutscher. They both nodded. Steiner. Deutscher. Looks like all those laps I gave you paid off, huh? Looks like it. He would not smile until hed won all four.

A POINT FOR LATER REFERENCE Not only was Rudy recognized now as a good school student. He was a gifted athlete, too.

For Liesel, there was the 400. She finished seventh, then fourth in her heat of the 200. All she could see up ahead were the hamstrings and bobbing ponytails of the girls in front. In the long jump, she enjoyed the sand packed around her feet more than any distance, and the shot put wasnt her greatest moment, either. This day, she realized, was Rudys. In the 400 final, he led from the backstretch to the end, and he won the 200 only narrowly. You getting tired? Liesel asked him. It was early afternoon by then. Of course not. He was breathing heavily and stretching his calves. What are you talking about, Saumensch? What the hell would you know? When the heats of the 100 were called, he rose slowly to his feet and followed the trail of adolescents toward the track. Liesel went after him. Hey, Rudy. She pulled at his shirtsleeve. Good luck. Im not tired, he said. I know. He winked at her. He was tired. In his heat, Rudy slowed to finish second, and after ten minutes of other races, the final was called. Two other boys had looked formidable, and Liesel had a feeling in her stomach that Rudy could not win this one. Tommy Mller, whod finished second to last in his heat, stood with her at the fence. Hell win it, he informed her. I know. No, he wont. When the finalists reached the starting line, Rudy dropped to his knees and began digging starting holes with his hands. A balding brownshirt wasted no time in walking over and telling him to cut it out. Liesel watched the adult finger, pointing, and she could see the dirt falling to the ground as Rudy brushed his hands together. When they were called forward, Liesel tightened her grip on the fence. One of the boys false-started; the gun was shot twice. It was Rudy. Again, the official had words with him and the boy nodded. Once more and he was out. Set for the second time, Liesel watched with concentration, and for the first few seconds, she could not believe what she was seeing. Another false start was recorded and it was the same athlete who had done it. In front of her, she created a perfect race, in which Rudy trailed but came home to win in the last ten meters. What she actually saw, however, was Rudys disqualification. He was escorted to the side of the track and was made to stand there, alone, as the remainder of boys stepped forward. They lined up and raced. A boy with rusty brown hair and a big stride won by at least five meters. Rudy remained. Later, when the day was complete and the sun was taken from Himmel Street, Liesel sat with her friend on the footpath. They talked about everything else, from Franz Deutschers face after the 1500 to one of the eleven-year-old girls having a tantrum after losing the discus. Before they proceeded to their respective homes, Rudys voice reached over and handed Liesel the truth. For a while, it sat on her shoulder, but a few thoughts later, it made its way to her ear.

RUDYS VOICE I did it on purpose.

When the confession registered, Liesel asked the only question available. But why, Rudy? Why did you do it? He was standing with a hand on his hip, and he did not answer. There was nothing but a knowing smile and a slow walk that lolled him home. They never talked about it again. For Liesels part, she often wondered what Rudys answer might have been had she pushed him. Perhaps three medals had shown what hed wanted to show, or he was afraid to lose that final race. In the end, the only explanation she allowed herself to hear was an inner teenage voice. Because he isnt Jesse Owens. Only when she got up to leave did she notice the three imitation-gold medals sitting next to her. She knocked on the Steiners door and held them out to him. You forgot these. No, I didnt. He closed the door and Liesel took the medals home. She walked with them down to the basement and told Max about her friend Rudy Steiner. He truly is stupid, she concluded. Clearly, Max agreed, but I doubt he was fooled. They both started work then, Max on his sketchbook, Liesel on The Dream Carrier. She was in the latter stages of the novel, where the young priest was doubting his faith after meeting a strange and elegant woman. When she placed it facedown on her lap, Max asked when she thought shed finish it. A few days at the most. Then a new one? The book thief looked at the basement ceiling. Maybe, Max. She closed the book and leaned back. If Im lucky.

THE NEXT BOOK Its not the Duden Dictionary and Thesaurus, as you might be expecting.

No, the dictionary comes at the end of this small trilogy, and this is only the second installment. This is the part where Liesel finishes The Dream Carrier and steals a story called A Song in the Dark. As always, it was taken from the mayors house. The only difference was that she made her way to the upper part of town alone. There was no Rudy that day. It was a morning rich with both sun and frothy clouds. Liesel stood in the mayors library with greed in her fingers and book titles at her lips. She was comfortable enough on this occasion to run her fingers along the shelvesa short replay of her original visit to the roomand she whispered many of the titles as she made her way along. Under the Cherry Tree. The Tenth Lieutenant. Typically, many of the titles tempted her, but after a good minute or two in the room, she settled for A Song in the Dark, most likely because the book was green, and she did not yet own a book of that color. The engraved writing on the cover was white, and there was a small insignia of a flute between the title and the name of the author. She climbed with it from the window, saying thanks on her way out. Without Rudy, she felt a good degree of absence, but on that particular morning, for some reason, the book thief was happiest alone. She went about her work and read the book next to the Amper River, far enough away from the occasional headquarters of Viktor Chemmel and the previous gang of Arthur Berg. No one came, no one interrupted, and Liesel read four of the very short chapters of A Song in the Dark, and she was happy. It was the pleasure and satisfaction. Of good stealing. A week later, the trilogy of happiness was completed. In the last days of August, a gift arrived, or in fact, was noticed. It was late afternoon. Liesel was watching Kristina Mller jumping rope on Himmel Street. Rudy Steiner skidded to a stop in front of her on his brothers bike. Do you have some time? he asked. She shrugged. For what? I think youd better come. He dumped the bike and went to collect the other one from home. In front of her, Liesel watched the pedal spin. They rode up to Grande Strasse, where Rudy stopped and waited. Well, Liesel asked, what is it? Rudy pointed. Look closer. Gradually, they rode to a better position, behind a blue spruce tree. Through the prickly branches, Liesel noticed the closed window, and then the object leaning on the glass. Is that . . . ? Rudy nodded. They debated the issue for many minutes before they agreed it needed to be done. It had obviously been placed there intentionally, and if it was a trap, it was worth it. Among the powdery blue branches, Liesel said, A book thief would do it. She dropped the bike, observed the street, and crossed the yard. The shadows of clouds were buried among the dusky grass. Were they holes for falling into, or patches of extra darkness for hiding in? Her imagination sent her sliding down one of those holes into the evil clutches of the mayor himself. If nothing else, those thoughts distracted her and she was at the window even quicker than shed hoped. It was like The Whistler all over again. Her nerves licked her palms. Small streams of sweat rippled under her arms. When she raised her head, she could read the title. The Complete Duden Dictionary and Thesaurus. Briefly, she turned to Rudy and mouthed the words, Its a dictionary. He shrugged and held out his arms. She worked methodically, sliding the window upward, wondering how all of this would look from inside the house. She envisioned the sight of her thieving hand reaching up, making the window rise until the book was felled. It seemed to surrender slowly, like a falling tree. Got it. There was barely a disturbance or sound. The book simply tilted toward her and she took it with her free hand. She even closed the window, nice and smooth, then turned and walked back across the potholes of clouds. Nice, Rudy said as he gave her the bike. Thank you. They rode toward the corner, where the days importance reached them. Liesel knew. It was that feeling again, of being watched. A voice pedaled inside her. Two laps. Look at the window. Look at the window. She was compelled. Like an itch that demands a fingernail, she felt an intense desire to stop. She placed her feet on the ground and turned to face the mayors house and the library window, and she saw. Certainly, she should have known this might happen, but she could not hide the shock that loitered inside when she witnessed the mayors wife, standing behind the glass. She was transparent, but she was there. Her fluffy hair was as it always was, and her wounded eyes and mouth and expression held themselves up, for viewing. Very slowly, she lifted her hand to the book thief on the street. A motionless wave. In her state of shock, Liesel said nothing, to Rudy or herself. She only steadied herself and raised her hand to acknowledge the mayors wife, in the window.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #2 Verzeihung Forgiveness: To stop feeling anger, animosity, or resentment. Related words: absolution, acquittal, mercy.

On the way home, they stopped at the bridge and inspected the heavy black book. As Rudy flipped through the pages, he arrived at a letter. He picked it up and looked slowly toward the book thief. Its got your name on it. The river ran. Liesel took hold of the paper.

THE LETTER

Dear Liesel, I know you find me pathetic and loathsome (look that word up if you dont know it), but I must tell you that I am not so stupid as to not see your footprints in the library. When I noticed the first book missing, I thought I had sim ply misplaced it, but then I saw the outlines of some feet on the floor in certain patches of the light. It made me smile. I was glad that you took what was rightfully yours. I then made the mistake of thinking that would be the end of it. When you came back, I should have been angry, but I wasnt. I could hear you the last time, but I decided to leave you alone. You only ever take one book, and it will take a thousand visits till all of them are gone. My only hope is that one day you will knock on the front door and enter the li brary in the more civilized manner. Again, I am sorry we could no longer keep your foster mother employed. Lastly, I hope you find this dictionary and thesaurus useful as you read your stolen books. Yours sincerely, Ilsa Hermann Wed better head home, Rudy suggested, but Liesel did not go. Can you wait here for ten minutes? Of course. Liesel struggled back up to 8 Grande Strasse and sat on the familiar territory of the front entrance. The book was with Rudy, but she held the letter and rubbed her fingers on the folded paper as the steps grew heavier around her. She tried four times to knock on the daunting flesh of the door, but she could not bring herself to do it. The most she could accomplish was to place her knuckles gently on the warmness of the wood. Again, her brother found her. From the bottom of the steps, his knee healing nicely, he said, Come on, Liesel, knock. As she made her second getaway, she could soon see the distant figure of Rudy at the bridge. The wind showered through her hair. Her feet swam with the pedals. Liesel Meminger was a criminal. But not because shed stolen a handful of books through an open window. You should have knocked, she thought, and although there was a good portion of guilt, there was also the juvenile trace of laughter. As she rode, she tried to tell herself something. You dont deserve to be this happy, Liesel. You really dont. Can a person steal happiness? Or is it just another internal, infernal human trick? Liesel shrugged away from her thoughts. She crossed the bridge and told Rudy to hurry up and not to forget the book. They rode home on rusty bikes. They rode home a couple of miles, from summer to autumn, and from a quiet night to the noisy breath of the bombing of Munich. THE SOUND OF SIRENS

With the small collection of money Hans had earned in the summer, he brought home a secondhand radio. This way, he said, we can hear when the raids are coming even before the sirens start. They make a cuckoo sound and then announce the regions at risk. He placed it on the kitchen table and switched it on. They also tried to make it work in the basement, for Max, but there was nothing but static and severed voices in the speakers. In September, they did not hear it as they slept. Either the radio was already half broken, or it was swallowed immediately by the crying sound of sirens. A hand was shoved gently at Liesels shoulder as she slept. Papas voice followed it in, afraid. Liesel, wake up. We have to go. There was the disorientation of interrupted sleep, and Liesel could barely decipher the outline of Papas face. The only thing truly visible was his voice. In the hallway, they stopped. Wait, said Rosa. Through the dark, they rushed to the basement. The lamp was lit. Max edged out from behind the paint cans and drop sheets. His face was tired and he hitched his thumbs nervously into his pants. Time to go, huh? Hans walked to him. Yes, time to go. He shook his hand and slapped his arm. Well see you when we get back, right? Of course. Rosa hugged him, as did Liesel. Goodbye, Max. Weeks earlier, theyd discussed whether they should all stay together in their own basement or if the three of them should go down the road, to a family by the name of Fiedler. It was Max who convinced them. They said its not deep enough here. Ive already put you in enough danger. Hans had nodded. Its a shame we cant take you with us. Its a disgrace. Its how it is. Outside, the sirens howled at the houses, and the people came running, hobbling, and recoiling as they exited their homes. Night watched. Some people watched it back, trying to find the tin-can planes as they drove across the sky. Himmel Street was a procession of tangled people, all wrestling with their most precious possessions. In some cases, it was a baby. In others, a stack of photo albums or a wooden box. Liesel carried her books, between her arm and her ribs. Frau Holtzapfel was heaving a suitcase, laboring on the footpath with bulbous eyes and small-stepped feet. Papa, whod forgotten everythingeven his accordionrushed back to her and rescued the suitcase from her grip. Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, what have you got in here? he asked. An anvil? Frau Holtzapfel advanced alongside him. The necessities. The Fiedlers lived six houses down. They were a family of four, all with wheat-colored hair and good German eyes. More important, they had a nice, deep basement. Twenty-two people crammed themselves into it, including the Steiner family, Frau Holtzapfel, Pfiffikus, a young man, and a family named Jenson. In the interest of a civil environment, Rosa Hubermann and Frau Holtzapfel were kept separated, though some things were above petty arguments. One light globe dangled from the ceiling and the room was dank and cold. Jagged walls jutted out and poked people in the back as they stood and spoke. The muffled sound of sirens leaked in from somewhere. They could hear a distorted version of them that somehow found a way inside. Although creating considerable apprehension about the quality of the shelter, at least they could hear the three sirens that would signal the end of the raid and safety. They didnt need a Luftschutzwartan air-raid supervisor. It wasnt long before Rudy found Liesel and was standing next to her. His hair was pointing at something on the ceiling. Isnt this great? She couldnt resist some sarcasm. Its lovely. Ah, come on, Liesel, dont be like that. Whats the worst that can happen, apart from all of us being flattened or fried or whatever bombs do? Liesel looked around, gauging the faces. She started compiling a list of who was most afraid.

THE HIT LIST

Frau Holtzapfel Mr. Fiedler The young man Rosa Hubermann Frau Holtzapfels eyes were trapped open. Her wiry frame was stooped forward, and her mouth was a circle. Herr Fiedler busied himself by asking people, sometimes repeatedly, how they were feeling. The young man, Rolf Schultz, kept to himself in the corner, speaking silently at the air around him, castigating it. His hands were cemented into his pockets. Rosa rocked back and forth, ever so gently. Liesel, she whispered, come here. She held the girl from behind, tightening her grip. She sang a song, but it was so quiet that Liesel could not make it out. The notes were born on her breath, and they died at her lips. Next to them, Papa remained quiet and motionless. At one point, he placed his warm hand on Liesels cool skull. Youll live, it said, and it was right. To their left, Alex and Barbara Steiner stood with the younger of their children, Emma and Bettina. The two girls were attached to their mothers right leg. The oldest boy, Kurt, stared ahead in a perfect Hitler Youth stance, holding the hand of Karin, who was tiny, even for her seven years. The ten-year-old, Anna-Marie, played with the pulpy surface of the cement wall. On the other side of the Steiners were Pfiffikus and the Jenson family. Pfiffikus kept himself from whistling. The bearded Mr. Jenson held his wife tightly, and their two kids drifted in and out of silence. Occasionally they pestered each other, but they held back when it came to the beginning of true argument. After ten minutes or so, what was most prominent in the cellar was a kind of nonmovement. Their bodies were welded together and only their feet changed position or pressure. Stillness was shackled to their faces. They watched each other and waited.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #3 Angst Fear: An unpleasant, often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger. Related words: terror, horror, panic, fright, alarm.

From other shelters, there were stories of singing Deutschland ber Alles or of people arguing amid the staleness of their own breath. No such things happened in the Fiedler shelter. In that place, there was only fear and apprehension, and the dead song at Rosa Hubermanns cardboard lips. Not long before the sirens signaled the end, Alex Steinerthe man with the immovable, wooden facecoaxed the kids from his wifes legs. He was able to reach out and grapple for his sons free hand. Kurt, still stoic and full of stare, took it up and tightened his grip gently on the hand of his sister. Soon, everyone in the cellar was holding the hand of another, and the group of Germans stood in a lumpy circle. The cold hands melted into the warm ones, and in some cases, the feeling of another human pulse was transported. It came through the layers of pale, stiffened skin. Some of them closed their eyes, waiting for their final demise, or hoping for a sign that the raid was finally over. Did they deserve any better, these people? How many had actively persecuted others, high on the scent of Hitlers gaze, repeating his sentences, his paragraphs, his opus? Was Rosa Hubermann responsible? The hider of a Jew? Or Hans? Did they all deserve to die? The children? The answer to each of these questions interests me very much, though I cannot allow them to seduce me. I only know that all of those people would have sensed me that night, excluding the youngest of the children. I was the suggestion. I was the advice, my imagined feet walking into the kitchen and down the corridor. As is often the case with humans, when I read about them in the book thiefs words, I pitied them, though not as much as I felt for the ones I scooped up from various camps in that time. The Germans in basements were pitiable, surely, but at least they had a chance. That basement was not a washroom. They were not sent there for a shower. For those people, life was still achievable. In the uneven circle, the minutes soaked by. Liesel held Rudys hand, and her mamas. Only one thought saddened her. Max. How would Max survive if the bombs arrived on Himmel Street? Around her, she examined the Fiedlers basement. It was much sturdier and considerably deeper than the one at 33 Himmel Street. Silently, she asked her papa. Are you thinking about him, too? Whether the silent question registered or not, he gave the girl a quick nod. It was followed a few minutes later by the three sirens of temporary peace. The people at 45 Himmel Street sank with relief. Some clenched their eyes and opened them again. A cigarette was passed around. Just as it made its way to Rudy Steiners lips, it was snatched away by his father. Not you, Jesse Owens. The children hugged their parents, and it took many minutes for all of them to fully realize that they were alive, and that they were goingto be alive. Only then did their feet climb the stairs, to Herbert Fiedlers kitchen. Outside, a procession of people made its way silently along the street. Many of them looked up and thanked God for their lives. When the Hubermanns made it home, they headed directly to the basement, but it seemed that Max was not there. The lamp was small and orange and they could not see him or hear an answer. Max? Hes disappeared. Max, are you there? Im here. They originally thought the words had come from behind the drop sheets and paint cans, but Liesel was first to see him, in front of them. His jaded face was camouflaged among the painting materials and fabric. He was sitting there with stunned eyes and lips. When they walked across, he spoke again. I couldnt help it, he said. It was Rosa who replied. She crouched down to face him. What are you talking about, Max? I . . . He struggled to answer. When everything was quiet, I went up to the corridor and the curtain in the living room was open just a crack. . . . I could see outside. I watched, only for a few seconds. He had not seen the outside world for twenty-two months. There was no anger or reproach. It was Papa who spoke. How did it look? Max lifted his head, with great sorrow and great astonishment. There were stars, he said. They burned my eyes. Four of them. Two people on their feet. The other two remained seated. All had seen a thing or two that night. This place was the real basement. This was the real fear. Max gathered himself and stood to move back behind the sheets. He wished them good night, but he didnt make it beneath the stairs. With Mamas permission, Liesel stayed with him till morning, reading A Song in the Dark as he sketched and wrote in his book. From a Himmel Street window, he wrote, the stars set fire to my eyes. THE SKY STEALER

The first raid, as it turned out, was not a raid at all. Had people waited to see the planes, they would have stood there all night. That accounted for the fact that no cuckoo had called from the radio. The Molching Express reported that a certain flak tower operator had become a little overexcited. Hed sworn that he could hear the rattle of planes and see them on the horizon. He sent the word. He might have done it on purpose, Hans Hubermann pointed out. Would you want to sit in a flak tower, shooting up at planes carrying bombs? Sure enough, as Max continued reading the article in the basement, it was reported that the man with the outlandish imagination had been stood down from his original duty. His fate was most likely some sort of service elsewhere. Good luck to him, Max said. He seemed to understand as he moved on to the crossword. The next raid was real. On the night of September 19, the cuckoo called from the radio, and it was followed by a deep, informative voice. It listed Molching as a possible target. Again, Himmel Street was a trail of people, and again, Papa left his accordion. Rosa reminded him to take it, but he refused. I didnt take it last time, he explained, and we lived. War clearly blurred the distinction between logic and superstition. Eerie air followed them down to the Fiedlers basement. I think its real tonight, said Mr. Fiedler, and the children quickly realized that their parents were even more afraid this time around. Reacting the only way they knew, the youngest of them began to wail and cry as the room seemed to swing. Even from the cellar, they could vaguely hear the tune of bombs. Air pressure shoved itself down like a ceiling, as if to mash the earth. A bite was taken of Molchings empty streets. Rosa held furiously on to Liesels hand. The sound of crying children kicked and punched. Even Rudy stood completely erect, feigning nonchalance, tensing himself against the tension. Arms and elbows fought for room. Some of the adults tried to calm the infants. Others were unsuccessful in calming themselves. Shut that kid up! Frau Holtzapfel clamored, but her sentence was just another hapless voice in the warm chaos of the shelter. Grimy tears were loosened from childrens eyes, and the smell of night breath, underarm sweat, and overworn clothes was stirred and stewed in what was now a cauldron swimming with humans. Although they were right next to each other, Liesel was forced to call out, Mama? Again, Mama, youre squashing my hand! What? My hand! Rosa released her, and for comfort, to shut out the din of the basement, Liesel opened one of her books and began to read. The book on top of the pile was The Whistler and she spoke it aloud to help her concentrate. The opening paragraph was numb in her ears. What did you say? Mama roared, but Liesel ignored her. She remained focused on the first page. When she turned to page two, it was Rudy who noticed. He paid direct attention to what Liesel was reading, and he tapped his brother and his sisters, telling them to do the same. Hans Hubermann came closer and called out, and soon, a quietness started bleeding through the crowded basement. By page three, everyone was silent but Liesel. She didnt dare to look up, but she could feel their frightened eyes hanging on to her as she hauled the words in and breathed them out. A voice played the notes inside her. This, it said, is your accordion. The sound of the turning page carved them in half. Liesel read on. For at least twenty minutes, she handed out the story. The youngest kids were soothed by her voice, and everyone else saw visions of the whistler running from the crime scene. Liesel did not. The book thief saw only the mechanics of the wordstheir bodies stranded on the paper, beaten down for her to walk on. Somewhere, too, in the gaps between a period and the next capital letter, there was also Max. She remembered reading to him when he was sick. Is he in the basement? she wondered. Or is he stealing a glimpse of the sky again?

A NICE THOUGHT One was a book thief. The other stole the sky.

Everyone waited for the ground to shake. That was still an immutable fact, but at least they were distracted now, by the girl with the book. One of the younger boys contemplated crying again, but Liesel stopped at that moment and imitated her papa, or even Rudy for that matter. She winked at him and resumed. Only when the sirens leaked into the cellar again did someone interrupt her. Were safe, said Mr. Jenson. Shhh! said Frau Holtzapfel. Liesel looked up. There are only two paragraphs till the end of the chapter, she said, and she continued reading with no fanfare or added speed. Just the words.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #4 Wort Word: A meaningful unit of language / a promise / a short remark, statement, or conversation. Related words: term, name, expression.

Out of respect, the adults kept everyone quiet, and Liesel finished chapter one of The Whistler. On their way up the stairs, the children rushed by her, but many of the older peopleeven Frau Holtzapfel, even Pfiffikus (how appropriate, considering the title she read from)thanked the girl for the distraction. They did so as they made their way past and hurried from the house to see if Himmel Street had sustained any damage. Himmel Street was untouched. The only sign of war was a cloud of dust migrating from east to west. It looked through the windows, trying to find a way inside, and as it simultaneously thickened and spread, it turned the trail of humans into apparitions. There were no people on the street anymore. They were rumors carrying bags. At home, Papa told Max all about it. Theres fog and ashI think they let us out too early. He looked to Rosa. Should I go out? To see if they need help where the bombs dropped? Rosa was not impressed. Dont be so idiotic, she said. Youll choke on the dust. No, no, Saukerl, youre staying here. A thought came to her. She looked at Hans very seriously now. In fact, her face was crayoned with pride. Stay here and tell him about the girl. Her voice loudened, just slightly. About the book. Max gave her some added attention. The Whistler, Rosa informed him. Chapter one. She explained exactly what had happened in the shelter. As Liesel stood in a corner of the basement, Max watched her and rubbed a hand along his jaw. Personally, I think that was the moment he conceived the next body of work for his sketchbook. The Word Shaker. He imagined the girl reading in the shelter. He must have watched her literally handing out the words. However, as always, he must also have seen the shadow of Hitler. He could probably already hear his footsteps coming toward Himmel Street and the basement, for later. After a lengthy pause, he looked ready to speak, but Liesel beat him to it. Did you see the sky tonight? No. Max looked at the wall and pointed. On it, they all watched the words and the picture hed painted more than a year earlierthe rope and the dripping sun. Only that one tonight, and from there, no more was spoken. Nothing but thoughts. Max, Hans, and Rosa I cannot account for, but I know that Liesel Meminger was thinking that if the bombs ever landed on Himmel Street, not only did Max have less chance of survival than everyone else, but he would die completely alone. FRAU HOLTZAPFELS OFFER

In the morning, the damage was inspected. No one died, but two apartment blocks were reduced to pyramids of rubble, and Rudys favorite Hitler Youth field had an enormous bowl spooned out of it. Half the town stood around its circumference. People estimated its depth, to compare it with their shelters. Several boys and girls spat into it. Rudy was standing next to Liesel. Looks like they need to fertilize again. When the next few weeks were raid-free, life almost returned to normal. Two telling moments, however, were on their way.

THE DUAL EVENTS OF OCTOBER The hands of Frau Holtzapfel. The parade of Jews.

Her wrinkles were like slander. Her voice was akin to a beating with a stick. It was actually quite fortunate that they saw Frau Holtzapfel coming from the living room window, for her knuckles on the door were hard and decisive. They meant business. Liesel heard the words she dreaded. You go and answer it, Mama said, and the girl, knowing only too well what was good for her, did as she was told. Is your mama home? Frau Holtzapfel inquired. Constructed of fifty-year-old wire, she stood on the front step, looking back every so often to view the street. Is that swine of a mother of yours here today? Liesel turned and called out.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #5 Gelegenheit Opportunity: A chance for advancement or progress. Related words: prospect, opening, break.

Soon, Rosa was behind her. What do you want here? You want to spit on my kitchen floor now, too? Frau Holtzapfel was not deterred in the slightest. Is that how you greet everyone who shows up at your front door? What a Gsindel. Liesel watched. She was unfortunate enough to be sandwiched between them. Rosa pulled her out of the way. Well, are you going to tell me why youre here or not? Frau Holtzapfel looked once more at the street and back. I have an offer for you. Mama shifted her weight. Is that right? No, not you. She dismissed Rosa with a shrug of the voice and focused now on Liesel. You. Why did you ask for me, then? Well, I at least need your permission. Oh, Maria, Liesel thought, this is all I need. What the hell can Holtzapfel want with me? I liked that book you read in the shelter. No. Youre not getting it. Liesel was convinced of that. Yes? I was hoping to hear the rest of it in the shelter, but it looks like were safe for now. She rolled her shoulders and straightened the wire in her back. So I want you to come to my place and read it to me. Youve got some nerve, Holtzapfel. Rosa was deciding whether to be furious or not. If you think Ill stop spitting on your door, she interrupted. And Ill give you my coffee ration. Rosa decided against being furious. And some flour? What, are you a Jew? Just the coffee. You can swap the coffee with someone else for the flour. It was decided. By everyone but the girl. Good, then, its done. Mama? Quiet, Saumensch. Go and get the book. Mama faced Frau Holtzapfel again. What days suit you? Monday and Friday, four oclock. And today, right now. Liesel followed the regimented footsteps to Frau Holtzapfels lodging next door, which was a mirror image of the Hubermanns. If anything, it was slightly larger. When she sat down at the kitchen table, Frau Holtzapfel sat directly in front of her but faced the window. Read, she said. Chapter two? No, chapter eight. Of course chapter two! Now get reading before I throw you out. Yes, Frau Holtzapfel. Never mind the yes, Frau Holtzapfels. Just open the book. We dont have all day. Good God, Liesel thought. This is my punishment for all that stealing. Its finally caught up with me. She read for forty-five minutes, and when the chapter was finished, a bag of coffee was deposited on the table. Thank you, the woman said. Its a good story. She turned toward the stove and started on some potatoes. Without looking back, she said, Are you still here, are you? Liesel took that as her cue to leave. Danke schn, Frau Holtzapfel. By the door, when she saw the framed photos of two young men in military uniform, she also threw in a heil Hitler, her arm raised in the kitchen. Yes. Frau Holtzapfel was proud and afraid. Two sons in Russia. Heil Hitler. She put her water down to boil and even found the manners to walk the few steps with Liesel to the front door. Bis morgen? The next day was Friday. Yes, Frau Holtzapfel. Until tomorrow. Liesel calculated that there were four more reading sessions like that with Frau Holtzapfel before the Jews were marched through Molching. They were going to Dachau, to concentrate. That makes two weeks, she would later write in the basement. Two weeks to change the world, and fourteen days to ruin it. THE LONG WALK TO DACHAU

Some people said that the truck had broken down, but I can personally testify that this was not the case. I was there. What had happened was an ocean sky, with whitecap clouds. Also, there was more than just the one vehicle. Three trucks dont all break down at once. When the soldiers pulled over to share some food and cigarettes and to poke at the package of Jews, one of the prisoners collapsed from starvation and sickness. I have no idea where the convoy had traveled from, but it was perhaps four miles from Molching, and many steps more to the concentration camp at Dachau. I climbed through the windshield of the truck, found the diseased man, and jumped out the back. His soul was skinny. His beard was a ball and chain. My feet landed loudly in the gravel, though not a sound was heard by a soldier or prisoner. But they could all smell me. Recollection tells me that there were many wishes in the back of that truck. Inner voices called out to me. Why him and not me? Thank God it isnt me. The soldiers, on the other hand, were occupied with a different discussion. The leader squashed his cigarette and asked the others a smoggy question. When was the last time we took these rats for some fresh air? His first lieutenant choked back a cough. They could sure use it, couldnt they? Well, how about it, then? Weve got time, dont we? Weve always got time, sir. And its perfect weather for a parade, dont you think? It is, sir. So what are you waiting for? On Himmel Street, Liesel was playing soccer when the noise arrived. Two boys were fighting for the ball in the midfield when everything stopped. Even Tommy Mller could hear it. What is that? he asked from his position in goal. Everyone turned toward the sound of shuffling feet and regimented voices as they made their way closer. Is that a herd of cows? Rudy asked. It cant be. It never sounds quite like that, does it? Slowly at first, the street of children walked toward the magnetic sound, up toward Frau Dillers. Once in a while there was added emphasis in the shouting. In a tall apartment just around the corner on Munich Street, an old lady with a foreboding voice deciphered for everyone the exact source of the commotion. Up high, in the window, her face appeared like a white flag with moist eyes and an open mouth. Her voice was like suicide, landing with a clunk at Liesels feet. She had gray hair. The eyes were dark, dark blue. Die Juden, she said. The Jews.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #6 Elend Misery: Great suffering, unhappiness, and distress. Related words: anguish, torment, despair, wretchedness, desolation.

More people appeared on the street, where a collection of Jews and other criminals had already been shoved past. Perhaps the death camps were kept secret, but at times, people were shown the glory of a labor camp like Dachau. Far up, on the other side, Liesel spotted the man with his paint cart. He was running his hand uncomfortably through his hair. Up there, she pointed out to Rudy. My papa. They both crossed and made their way up, and Hans Hubermann attempted at first to take them away. Liesel, he said. Maybe . . . He realized, however, that the girl was determined to stay, and perhaps it was something she should see. In the breezy autumn air, he stood with her. He did not speak. On Munich Street, they watched. Others moved in around and in front of them. They watched the Jews come down the road like a catalog of colors. That wasnt how the book thief described them, but I can tell you that thats exactly what they were, for many of them would die. They would each greet me like their last true friend, with bones like smoke and their souls trailing behind. When they arrived in full, the noise of their feet throbbed on top of the road. Their eyes were enormous in their starving skulls. And the dirt. The dirt was molded to them. Their legs staggered as they were pushed by soldiers handsa few wayward steps of forced running before the slow return to a malnourished walk. Hans watched them above the heads of the crowding audience. Im sure his eyes were silver and strained. Liesel looked through the gaps or over shoulders. The suffering faces of depleted men and women reached across to them, pleading not so much for helpthey were beyond thatbut for an explanation. Just something to subdue this confusion. Their feet could barely rise above the ground. Stars of David were plastered to their shirts, and misery was attached to them as if assigned. Dont forget your misery . . . In some cases, it grew on them like a vine. At their side, the soldiers also made their way past, ordering them to hurry up and to stop moaning. Some of those soldiers were only boys. They had the Fhrer in their eyes. As she watched all of this, Liesel was certain that these were the poorest souls alive. Thats what she wrote about them. Their gaunt faces were stretched with torture. Hunger ate them as they continued forward, some of them watching the ground to avoid the people on the side of the road. Some looked appealingly at those who had come to observe their humiliation, this prelude to their deaths. Others pleaded for someone, anyone, to step forward and catch them in their arms. No one did. Whether they watched this parade with pride, temerity, or shame, nobody came forward to interrupt it. Not yet. Once in a while a man or womanno, they were not men and women; they were Jewswould find Liesels face among the crowd. They would meet her with their defeat, and the book thief could do nothing but watch them back in a long, incurable moment before they were gone again. She could only hope they could read the depth of sorrow in her face, to recognize that it was true, and not fleeting. I have one of you in my basement! she wanted to say. We built a snowman together! I gave him thirteen presents when he was sick! Liesel said nothing at all. What good would it be? She understood that she was utterly worthless to these people. They could not be saved, and in a few minutes, she would see what would happen to those who might try to help them. In a small gap in the procession, there was a man, older than the others. He wore a beard and torn clothes. His eyes were the color of agony, and weightless as he was, he was too heavy for his legs to carry. Several times, he fell. The side of his face was flattened against the road. On each occasion, a soldier stood above him. Steh auf, he called down. Stand up. The man rose to his knees and fought his way up. He walked on. Every time he caught up sufficiently to the back of the line, he would soon lose momentum and stumble again to the ground. There were more behind hima good trucks worthand they threatened to overtake and trample him. The ache in his arms was unbearable to watch as they shook, trying to lift his body. They gave way one more time before he stood and took another group of steps. He was dead. The man was dead. Just give him five more minutes and he would surely fall into the German gutter and die. They would all let him, and they would all watch. Then, one human. Hans Hubermann. It happened so quickly. The hand that held firmly on to Liesels let it drop to her side as the man came struggling by. She felt her palm slap her hip. Papa reached into his paint cart and pulled something out. He made his way through the people, onto the road. The Jew stood before him, expecting another handful of derision, but he watched with everyone else as Hans Hubermann held his hand out and presented a piece of bread, like magic. When it changed hands, the Jew slid down. He fell to his knees and held Papas shins. He buried his face between them and thanked him. Liesel watched. With tears in her eyes, she saw the man slide farther forward, pushing Papa back to cry into his ankles. Other Jews walked past, all of them watching this small, futile miracle. They streamed by, like human water. That day, a few would reach the ocean. They would be handed a white cap. Wading through, a soldier was soon at the scene of the crime. He studied the kneeling man and Papa, and he looked at the crowd. After another moments thought, he took the whip from his belt and began. The Jew was whipped six times. On his back, his head, and his legs. You filth! You swine! Blood dripped now from his ear. Then it was Papas turn. A new hand held Liesels now, and when she looked in horror next to her, Rudy Steiner swallowed as Hans Hubermann was whipped on the street. The sound sickened her and she expected cracks to appear on her papas body. He was struck four times before he, too, hit the ground. When the elderly Jew climbed to his feet for the last time and continued on, he looked briefly back. He took a last sad glance at the man who was kneeling now himself, whose back was burning with four lines of fire, whose knees were aching on the road. If nothing else, the old man would die like a human. Or at least with the thought that he was a human. Me? Im not so sure if thats such a good thing. When Liesel and Rudy made it through and helped Hans to his feet, there were so many voices. Words and sunlight. Thats how she remembered it. The light sparkling on the road and the words like waves, breaking on her back. Only as they walked away did they notice the bread sitting rejected on the street. As Rudy attempted to pick it up, a passing Jew snatched it from his hand and another two fought him for it as they continued on their way to Dachau. Silver eyes were pelted then. A cart was turned over and paint flowed onto the street. They called him a Jew lover. Others were silent, helping him back to safety. Hans Hubermann leaned forward, arms outstretched against a house wall. He was suddenly overwhelmed by what had just happened. There was an image, fast and hot. 33 Himmel Streetits basement. Thoughts of panic were caught between the in-and-out struggle of his breath. Theyll come now. Theyll come. Oh, Christ, oh, crucified Christ. He looked at the girl and closed his eyes. Are you hurt, Papa? She received questions rather than an answer. What was I thinking? His eyes closed tighter and opened again. His overalls creased. There was paint and blood on his hands. And bread crumbs. How different from the bread of summer. Oh my God, Liesel, what have I done? Yes. I must agree. What had Papa done? PEACE

At just after 11 p.m. that same night, Max Vandenburg walked up Himmel Street with a suitcase full of food and warm clothes. German air was in his lungs. The yellow stars were on fire. When he made it to Frau Dillers, he looked back one last time to number thirty-three. He could not see the figure in the kitchen window, but she could see him. She waved and he did not wave back. Liesel could still feel his mouth on her forehead. She could smell his breath of goodbye. I have left something for you, hed said, but you will not get it until youre ready. He left. Max? But he did not come back. He had walked from her room and silently shut the door. The hallway murmured. He was gone. When she made it to the kitchen, Mama and Papa stood with crooked bodies and preserved faces. Theyd been standing like that for thirty seconds of forever.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #7 Schweigen Silence: The absence of sound or noise. Related words: quiet, calmness, peace.

How perfect. Peace. Somewhere near Munich, a German Jew was making his way through the darkness. An arrangement had been made to meet Hans Hubermann in four days (that is, if he wasnt taken away). It was at a place far down the Amper, where a broken bridge leaned among the river and trees. He would make it there, but he would not stay longer than a few minutes. The only thing to be found there when Papa arrived four days later was a note under a rock, at the base of a tree. It was addressed to nobody and contained only one sentence.

THE LAST WORDS OF MAX VANDENBURG Youve done enough.

Now more than ever, 33 Himmel Street was a place of silence, and it did not go unnoticed that the Duden Dictionary was completely and utterly mistaken, especially with its related words. Silence was not quiet or calm, and it was not peace. THE IDIOT AND THE COAT MEN

On the night of the parade, the idiot sat in the kitchen, drinking bitter gulps of Holtzapfels coffee and hankering for a cigarette. He waited for the Gestapo, the soldiers, the policefor anyone to take him away, as he felt he deserved. Rosa ordered him to come to bed. The girl loitered in the doorway. He sent them both away and spent the hours till morning with his head in his hands, waiting. Nothing came. Every unit of time carried with it the expected noise of knocking and threatening words. They did not come. The only sound was of himself. What have I done? he whispered again. God, Id love a cigarette, he answered. He was all out. Liesel heard the repeated sentences several times, and it took a lot to stay by the door. Shed have loved to comfort him, but she had never seen a man so devastated. There were no consolations that night. Max was gone, and Hans Hubermann was to blame. The kitchen cupboards were the shape of guilt, and his palms were oily with the memory of what hed done. They must be sweaty, Liesel thought, for her own hands were soaked to the wrists. In her room, she prayed. Hands and knees, forearms against the mattress. Please, God, please let Max survive. Please, God, please . . . Her suffering knees. Her painful feet. When first light appeared, she awoke and made her way back to the kitchen. Papa was asleep with his head parallel to the tabletop, and there was some saliva at the corner of his mouth. The smell of coffee was overpowering, and the image of Hans Hubermanns stupid kindness was still in the air. It was like a number or an address. Repeat it enough times and it sticks. Her first attempt to wake him was unfelt, but her second nudge of the shoulder brought his head from the table in an upward shock. Are they here? No, Papa, its me. He finished the stale pool of coffee in his mug. His Adams apple lifted and sank. They should have come by now. Why havent they come, Liesel? It was an insult. They should have come by now and swept through the house, looking for any evidence of Jew loving or treason, but it appeared that Max had left for no reason at all. He could have been asleep in the basement or sketching in his book. You cant have known that they wouldnt come, Papa. I should have known not to give the man some bread. I just didnt think. Papa, you did nothing wrong. I dont believe you. He stood and walked out the kitchen door, leaving it ajar. Lending even more insult to injury, it was going to be a lovely morning. When four days had elapsed, Papa walked a long length of the Amper River. He brought back a small note and placed it on the kitchen table. Another week passed, and still, Hans Hubermann waited for his punishment. The welts on his back were turning to scars, and he spent the majority of his time walking around Molching. Frau Diller spat at his feet. Frau Holtzapfel, true to her word, had ceased spitting at the Hubermanns door, but here was a handy replacement. I knew it, the shopkeeper damned him. You dirty Jew lover. He walked obliviously on, and Liesel would often catch him at the Amper River, on the bridge. His arms rested on the rail and he leaned his upper body over the edge. Kids on bikes rushed past him, or they ran with loud voices and the slaps of feet on wood. None of it moved him in the slightest.

DUDEN DICTIONARY MEANING #8 * Nachtrauern Regret: Sorrow filled with longing, disappointment, or loss. Related words: rue, repent, mourn, grieve.

Do you see him? he asked her one afternoon, when she leaned with him. In the water there? The river was not running very fast. In the slow ripples, Liesel could see the outline of Max Vandenburgs face. She could see his feathery hair and the rest of him. He used to fight the Fhrer in our basement. Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. Papas hands tightened on the splintery wood. Im an idiot. No, Papa. Youre just a man. The words came to her more than a year later, when she wrote in the basement. She wished shed thought of them at the time. I am stupid, Hans Hubermann told his foster daughter. And kind. Which makes the biggest idiot in the world. The thing is, I want them to come for me. Anythings better than this waiting. Hans Hubermann needed vindication. He needed to know that Max Vandenburg had left his house for good reason. Finally, after nearly three weeks of waiting, he thought his moment had come. It was late. Liesel was returning from Frau Holtzapfels when she saw the two men in their long black coats, and she ran inside. Papa, Papa! She nearly wiped out the kitchen table. Papa, theyre here! Mama came first. Whats all this shouting about, Saumensch ? Whos here? The Gestapo. Hansi! He was already there, and he walked out of the house to greet them. Liesel wanted to join him, but Rosa held her back and they watched from the window. Papa was poised at the front gate. He fidgeted. Mama tightened her grip on Liesels arms. The men walked past. Papa looked back at the window, alarmed, then made his way out of the gate. He called after them. Hey! Im right here. Its me you want. I live in this one. The coat men only stopped momentarily and checked their notebooks. No, no, they told him. Their voices were deep and bulky. Unfortunately, youre a little old for our purposes. They continued walking, but they did not travel very far, stopping at number thirty-five and proceeding through the open gate. Frau Steiner? they asked when the door was opened. Yes, thats right. Weve come to talk to you about something. The coat men stood like jacketed columns on the threshold of the Steiners shoe-box house. For some reason, theyd come for the boy. The coat men wanted Rudy.