فصل بیست و نهم

Chapter 29: Another Farewell

I woke to the sound of talking and I looked at the digital clock next to my bed. It was already half past nine. I pulled on my pants and walked out into the kitchen.

Abigail, Zeus, Tessa, and Ian were sitting around the table eating omelets. They stopped talking as I walked in.

“Hey, Michael,” Zeus said.

“Good morning,” Abigail and Ian said simultaneously.

Tessa looked at me sadly and nodded. “Michael.” They were all dressed in the new clothes Jaime had brought, which actually looked surprisingly cool. It was odd seeing them in clean clothing.

“You look so . . . normal,” I said.

“I know. I hardly recognized myself,” Abigail said.

I sat down at the table and looked over at Ian’s plate. His omelet had ham, onions, jack cheese, and peppers.

“That looks really good,” I said.

“Tessa made them,” Ian said.

“I like to cook,” Tessa said. “It’s kind of my thing. Especially omelets. I’m also good at making crepes.” “You make crepes?” I said.

“She makes incredible crepes,” Ian said.

“You were holding out on me,” I said.

“It’s not like I could have made them in the jungle,” she said.

A few minutes later Taylor and McKenna came into the room. Taylor had her arm around McKenna, whose eyes were puffy. She looked as if she’d been crying all night. Ian got up and walked over to her. “Good morning,” he said. They embraced.

Ostin walked in. “Something smells good.” “Omelets,” Zeus said. “Tessa’s specialty.” Ostin looked in the kitchen “You didn’t save any for us?” “Sorry,” she replied. “I didn’t know when you were getting up.” “You thought we’d just let you leave without saying good-bye?” Ostin replied.

She shrugged. “Maybe.”

“What time is it?” Taylor asked.

“It’s almost time for us to go,” Tessa said. “We’re just waiting for Jaime.” Then Jack appeared in the doorway. Abigail’s gaze followed him as he walked into the room. Their eyes met, but neither of them spoke.

“Here’s Jaime,” Ian said. “He’s driving up the lane now.” A couple minutes later Jaime opened the door. “Vámonos, hermanos,” he said. He looked around at all of us. “I will give you a few minutes to say good-bye, then we must go.” McKenna walked over to Ostin, and Taylor took my hand. For a moment we all just looked at one another.

Then Abigail walked across the kitchen to us. She stopped just a few feet in front of me. “I guess this is it,” she said. “Please don’t hate me.” “Abi, when I was in Cell 25, I knew I couldn’t take the pain much longer before I’d break. But I didn’t because you saved me. I don’t know which of us is doing the right thing. All I know for sure is that I’ll never be able to repay you for what you did for me.” Abigail’s eyes welled up with tears. I put my arms around her and she broke down crying. “I’m so sorry, Michael. I wish I were strong like you. I’m sorry I’m letting you down.” I kissed her forehead. “Promise me something.” “What?”

“Promise me that you’ll never regret your decision. If I were you, I would have done the same thing. And if something happens to us, it’s not your fault. You couldn’t have stopped it.” I looked into her eyes. “Some people weren’t born to fight. Some were born to pick up the pieces.” She fell into my arms again and we held each other. “I’m going to miss you,” she said.

“I’m going to miss you, too,” I replied. “But we’ll see each other again.” When we parted, Abigail’s cheeks were streaked with tears. She touched my cheek and for a moment I could feel my pain and fear go away. “When I see you again,” she said, “we’re going to have a big celebration.” “I’m going to hold you to that,” I said.

Then Taylor stepped forward. “Good-bye, Abi,” she said. Her eyes were also filled with tears. “I’m sorry I’ve been so mean to you lately.” “I understand,” Abigail said.

“I’ve just been so angry. Or maybe I’m just afraid. But Michael’s right. When Nichelle broke me, you were there to heal me. I’ll never be able to repay you for that.” “You freed us,” Abigail said. “You’ve repaid me a hundred times over.” The two of them embraced.

McKenna walked up to Abigail. They threw their arms around each other. When they parted, they were both crying.

“I love you,” McKenna said.

“I love you, too,” Abigail replied. “You be safe. Promise me.” McKenna just smiled sadly, then the two embraced again.

Then Abigail walked over to Jack. She looked up into his eyes. “Most of all, I’m sorry I’m leaving you.” “You’re doing the right thing,” he said. “You’re too good for this crap. You always were.” He took a deep breath. “Where do you think you’ll end up?” “I don’t know. Wherever they send me. How about you?” Jack shrugged. “Wherever the battle takes me.” Abigail smiled sadly. “You really are a warrior, aren’t you?” “We’ll find out soon enough.”

“I already know,” Abigail said. She leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek. Then she looked intensely into his eyes, then kissed him on the mouth. “You have no idea how much I wish you were coming with me, but I know you need to do what you have to do. After you’ve kicked Hatch’s butt, come back to me. I’ll be waiting.” “What about Zeus?”

“We’re just friends,” she said.

“How will I find you?”

“The voice will know,” she said. She took his hand. “Don’t forget me.” “How could I forget you?”

Her eyes welled up with tears, and Jack put his arms around her and she cried for several minutes. Then she took a deep breath and leaned back. “I need to say one more thing, but it’s kind of hard. I just want you to take it the right way.” Jack stared into her eyes. “Go ahead.” “I know that losing Wade was the worst thing that’s ever happened to you. I also know that no matter what I say, you’re still going to blame it on yourself. I’m just saying, don’t go into battle trying to punish yourself. Promise me you won’t be careless with your life.” Abigail took his hand. “If you have to be a hero, then be a hero. But don’t be a martyr. Please promise me.” Jack took a deep breath. After a moment he said, “I promise.” A tear ran down her cheek. “Thank you.” She kissed him again, then stepped away.

Zeus walked up to Jack. “You take care, man. And punch Hatch for me.” “I’ll do it,” Jack said. “You take care of Abi. Keep her safe. And yourself.” Zeus nodded. “Will do, man.” For a moment they both were silent. Then Zeus said, “You know, I owe you. You taught me what it means to be brave.” “No, man,” Jack said. “When you blew the water pipes, you taught me.” Jack put out his hand. Zeus looked at him for a moment, then a sad smile crossed his face. “Sorry, but a handshake won’t do.” The two of them embraced. “When you sink that ship,” Zeus said. “Make sure Hatch is on it.” Jack nodded. “I’ll do my best.”

“Michael,” Tessa said as she walked up to me. “Thanks for everything.” “Thank you.”

“I know things got a little awkward back here, but I’m really grateful for the time we spent together.” “Me too,” I said. “Thanks for helping me save my friends.” “Thanks for making me do the right thing,” she said. “I’m glad I did.” Outside, the van’s horn honked and Tessa sighed. “I guess it’s time.” She leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek. Then she looked at Taylor. “Good luck, Taylor.” “Thanks,” Taylor said.

“Take care of each other.”

Tessa looked at me once more, then walked away. All of us walked outside to the idling van. Abi, Zeus, and Tessa climbed inside. Ian stopped and looked at McKenna. There were tears in both their eyes. Then McKenna ran up to him and they embraced. “I love you,” she said.

“I love you too,” Ian said. “More than I can say.” When they finally separated, Ian said, “You stay safe. Promise me. I don’t want to hear any bad news. Not about you. I couldn’t take that.” “I’ll do my best.”

“Keep her safe,” he said to Ostin. “She’s your responsibility now.” “I’ll do everything I can,” Ostin said.

Ian turned to me. “Yo, Michael.”

I walked up to him and we clasped hands.

“Listen,” he said. “Just sink the ship, then get out of there.” “That’s the plan,” I said. We embraced. “You’ve been a good friend.” “I feel guilty leaving you here. I know you could use my help.” “We’ll manage,” I said.

He looked at me, then nodded. “If anyone can, it’s you. You’re the bravest kid I’ve ever met.” He exhaled. “Better go.” He climbed into the van. “See ya.” “Ciao,” Taylor said.

McKenna blew him a kiss. He smiled sadly, then shut the door.

“I’ll be back later tonight,” Jaime said to me.

“Travel safe,” I said.

“Vayan con Dios,” Ostin said.

Then the van sped away, leaving the five of us alone.