بخش 04 - فصل 21

21 Holly Gibney, also known as Holly the Mumbler, may have

mental problems, but neither the psychotropic drugs she takes nor the cigarettes she smokes on the sneak have slowed her down physically. Uncle Henry slams on the brakes and she bolts from the rental Chevy while the explosion is still reverberating. Hodges is right behind her, running hard. There’s a stab of pain in his chest and he thinks

he might be having a heart attack. Part of him actually hopes for this, but the pain goes away. The pedestrians are behaving as they always do when an act of violence punches a hole in the world they have previously taken for granted. Some drop to the sidewalk and cover their heads. Others are frozen in place, like statues. A few cars stop; most

speed up and exit the vicinity immediately. One of these is a mud-colored Subaru. As Hodges pounds after Janey’s mentally unstable cousin, the last message from Mr. Mercedes beats in his head like a ceremonial drum: I’m going to kill you. You won’t see me coming. I’m going to kill you. You won’t see me coming. I’m going to kill you. You won’t see me coming.

He rounds the corner, skidding on the slick soles of his seldom-worn dress shoes, and almost runs into Holly, who has stopped dead with her shoulders slumped and her purse dangling from one hand. She’s staring at what remains of Hodges’s Toyota. Its body has been blown clean off the axles and is burning furiously in a litter of glass. The back

seat lies on its side twenty feet away, its torn upholstery on fire. A man staggers drunkenly across the street, holding his bleeding head. A woman is sitting on the curb outside a card-and-gift shop with a smashed-in show window, and for one wild moment he thinks it’s Janey, but this woman is wearing a green dress and she has gray hair and of course it

isn’t Janey, it can’t be Janey. He thinks, This is my fault. If I’d used my father’s gun two weeks ago, she’d be alive. There’s still enough cop inside him to push the idea aside (although it doesn’t go easily). A cold shocked clarity flows in to replace it. This is not his fault. It’s the fault of the son of a bitch who planted the bomb. The same son of a bitch

who drove a stolen car into a crowd of job-seekers at City Center. Hodges sees a single black high-heeled shoe lying in a pool of blood, he sees a severed arm in a smoldering sleeve lying in the gutter like someone’s cast-off garbage, and his mind clicks into gear. Uncle Henry and Aunt Charlotte will be here shortly,

and that means there isn’t much time. He seizes Holly by the shoulders and turns her around. Her hair has come loose from its Princess Leia rolls and hangs against her cheeks. Her wide eyes look right through him. His mind –colder than ever–knows she’s no good to him as she is now. He slaps first one cheek,

then the other. Not hard slaps, but enough to make her eyelids flutter. People are screaming. Horns are honking, and a couple of car alarms are blatting. He can smell gasoline, burning rubber, melting plastic. “Holly. Holly. Listen to me.”

She’s looking, but is she listening? He doesn’t know, and there’s no time. “I loved her, but you can’t tell anyone. You can’t tell anyone I loved her. Maybe later, but not now. Do you understand?” She nods. “I need your cell number. And I may need you.” His cold mind hopes he won’t, that the house in Sugar Heights will be

empty this afternoon, but he doesn’t think it will be. Holly’s mother and uncle will have to leave, at least for awhile, but Charlotte won’t want her daughter to go with them. Because Holly has mental problems. Holly is delicate. Hodges wonders just how many breakdowns she’s had, and if there have been suicide attempts. These

thoughts zip across his mind like shooting stars, there at one moment, gone the next. He has no time for Holly’s delicate mental condition. “When your mother and uncle go to the police station, tell them you don’t need anyone to stay with you. Tell them you’re okay by yourself. Can you do that?”

She nods, although she almost certainly has no idea what he’s talking about. “Someone will call you. It might be me, or it might be a young man named Jerome. Jerome. Can you remember that name?” She nods, then opens her purse and takes out a glasses case.

This is not working, Hodges thinks. The lights are on but nobody’s home. Still, he has to try. He grasps her shoulders. “Holly, I want to catch the guy who did this. I want to make him pay. Will you help me?” She nods. There’s no expression on her face.

“Say it, then. Say you’ll help me.” She doesn’t. She slips a pair of sunglasses from the case instead, and pops them on as if there weren’t a car burning in the street and Janey’s arm in the gutter. As if there weren’t people screaming and already the sound of an approaching siren. As if this were a day at the beach.

He shakes her lightly. “I need your cell phone number.” She nods agreeably but says nothing. She snaps her purse closed and turns back to the burning car. The greatest despair he has ever known sweeps through Hodges, sickening his belly and scattering the thoughts that were, for the space of thirty or forty seconds, perfectly clear.

Aunt Charlotte comes sidewheeling around the corner with her hair–mostly black but white at the roots–flying out behind her. Uncle Henry follows. His jowly face is pasty except for the clownish spots of red high on his cheeks. “Sharlie, stop!” Uncle Henry cries. “I think I’m having a heart attack!”

His sister pays no attention.

She grabs Holly’s elbow, jerks

her around, and hugs her

fiercely, mashing Holly’s not

inconsiderable nose between

her breasts. “DON’T LOOK!”

Charlotte bellows, looking.

“DON’T

LOOK,

SWEETHEART, DON’T LOOK

AT IT!”

“I can hardly breathe,”

Uncle Henry announces. He

sits on the curb and hangs his head down. “God, I hope I’m not dying.” More sirens have joined the first. People have begun to creep forward so they can get a closer look at the burning wreck in the street. A couple snap photos with their phones. Hodges thinks, Enough explosive to blow up a car. How much more does he have?

Aunt Charlotte still has Holly in a deathgrip, bawling at her not to look. Holly isn’t struggling to get away, but she’s got one hand behind her. There’s something in it. Although he knows it’s probably just wishful thinking, Hodges hopes it might be for him. He takes what she’s holding out. It’s the case her sunglasses were in. Her name

and address are embossed on it in gold. There’s also a phone number.