فصل 70

alfred

I stared at the envelope from Mutter. It had arrived two months ago. I decided to open it.

My dear Alfie,

I am so very worried. Despite my many letters, I have heard nothing from you. Please send a few words to let your Mutti know that you are safe. Are you eating well? How is your stomach?

Heidelberg is fairly quiet relative to the rest of the country. I am grateful that we are insulated. I clean your room, in hopes you shall soon return home. Last week, while dusting in your closet, I discovered all of the butterflies pinned to the back wall. Imagine my surprise. So many, yet you never mentioned them. How long have you had them, Alfred, and why?

All is the same as in my last letter. The J?gers’ house is still lonesome. Frau Henkel always mentions you when she speaks of the J?gers. I think you admired little Hannelore, did you not? I wonder if there is something you haven’t told me? Do not be frightened to share your secrets. I will not tell your father. When the war is over there will be a “right side” to land upon. The “wrong side” could have grave consequences. Your father is aware of that. I hope you are too.

Remember to wear two pair of socks. It will protect your bunions.

With loving thoughts always,

Mutti

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I grabbed a pen and paper.

Dear Mutter,

Your letter has just arrived. I am in Gotenhafen. I am fine and very busy. I am working on the ship Wilhelm Gustloff and am too occupied in duty to write often. Do not touch my butterflies and please refrain from entering my room. I know nothing of the J?gers.

Your son,

alfred